星期一忧郁症

今天患上严重性的星期一忧郁症。整天不但没什么心机做工，就连多说一句话都觉得困难。好不容易熬到下班了，就到健身房去上了一堂bodybalance课，好让自己可以静心一番。除了今天是星期一之外，其实还有一些东西是想不通的。也或许是如此，所以有一点提不起劲吧！从上个星期累积到这个星期，都还是找不到个答案。这算是第二次遇到类似如此的问题了，为什么每次都是发生在我身上呢？好想置之不理，可是，这有点像是逃避，可是，我又不是善于把话说开来的人。confrontation对我来说，实在有点像是mission impossible。
就看着办吧！星期二应该会是更好吧！愿所有的打工一族有个快乐的星期二。:)

Hooray~

Yeah~~ Finally I received my first media order yesterday! This is the first media order that I did from scratch by myself, from identifying the client account, to propose to client, to negotiate the rate, to now.... finally the client is agreed to make the booking!! Furthermore, it is a BIG BRAND!

Even though, I did get some orders before, but that was previously proposed by my manager... so I didn't really feel the satisfaction after closing a deal.

Hopefully this is a good start! -keep it up-

Work . Movie . Food . Gym

Work
This week has been quite a lazy week, since work is pretty slow. While we were waiting for the next publication of magazine, everyone at work seemed to work at a slower pace. We had a internal meeting yesterday. Finally, manager made some remarks on our performance so far. "You guys have to work harder, especially those who are still under probation". Sigh, more pressure……But I am glad that he did give some comment to our performance so far. It will be useful as some guidance to go further.

Movie
I went to watch Mr & Mrs Smith on last Thursday. Emm… maybe I was too tired for a after-work movie, I was a bit sleepy towards the end of the movie. I would say only ok for this movie. The story is actually quite boring, but at least you get to check out the sexy looking Angelina Jolie and yummy looking Brad Pitt! But compared to the previous movie I went, The Interpreter, that is definitely a recommended movie to watch.

FOOD!!
I wonder if I am ageing. After a night out, I feel very tired today. Yesterday after work, I went for duck rice with another 2 friends at paramount. Again, I finished that big plate of rice and a lot of duck meat!! We went to SS2 after that, and I had a yam milk shake with a scope of yam ice cream on top. Yeah, that was the time, I just craved for fattening food! After we left the place, I decided to try my luck, and checked out the traffic at MV. Surprisingly, it was pretty good and I managed to get a nice spot to park my car too! Haha! Timing was just nice for my body combat class. Hopefully, I burn the half of the duck rice that I ate previously.

Gym
After that, when my friend heard about this, she told me I’m a bit psycho. Emm…do I? I think I just feel good to sweat it out, and less guilty to eat so much. Moreover, I don't force myself to workout merely to lose weight. I just enjoy working out at the gym!

I am the most gorgeous one!

Yesterday I went for a swim at the gym with my colleague. It was the first time to wear my bikini in Malaysia since I came back from Sydney. Even though, I could see my tummy clearly when I had my bikini on, but I didn't uncomfortable at all. After all, I like my body!! (It's not sour grape... I really mean it!)

Before heading to the pool side, my colleague and I stood in front of the full length mirror checking ourselves. "Look at my thighs man, they are SOO big!!" said my collegue. Yeah, you all shall meet her, she has the so called ideal body, small waist, small thighs.... overall, GOOD body that can afford to wear super mini skirt to work, pair with killer high heels!

I asked:" so, what are mine?". "No, look at this, when I wear swim suit really can see my thighs are so big!!"

"Alright, you have the biggest tighs in the world! Let's go to swim with the most gorgeous girl with small thighs next to you now."

Recap of the days, weeks, months...

Finally, I managed to get rid of the lazy bugs in my body, and updating my blog here..... hehehe... so it wasn't my fault for not updating the blog, but the bugs in my body.

Part 1

Recently life has changed a little ever since I joined this company. The thought of "it's a another routine day at work.. sigh..." no longer appear when I get up in the morning. The job is getting more interesting, at the same time more challenging, and stressful too! But the thing is I enjoy this job more than the previous one. There is still yet so much to learn.
Last Thursday I went for an appointment with my manager. This is the first time I went out with him ever since I started going out on my own. Before the appointment, I was told that I have to do the presentation later. I was kinda nervous, as I never done any with the presence of my manager in front clients. I guess that was considered an assessment before my confirmation. Luckily, everything went well, my manager was kind enough to answer most of the questions from clients. No comment from him after the appointment.... I wonder what does he think of my performance....

Part 2

Apart from the job function which is quite interesting, I like my colleagues too! They are cool, and fun to hang out with... Ever since I joined, we had countless of after work (or during work?) yum cha sessions, 1 Friday night dinner, 1 Friday night happy hour, 1 Friday night clubbing session, a lot of shopping trips...... isn't it sound fabulous?!

Part 3

Yeah, I have been working out very hard at the gym. But just that I didn't see myself losing weight though... I wonder why???????? That day I went for dinner with a friend after the movie. We were at Bangsar Telawi having this, supposedly very famous (to judge from the crowd) Nasi Daun Pisang. After the dinner, my friend looked at my plate, and had that funny expression on his face. " Honestly, as a girl, you can really eat a lot!! I don't think some guys can finish that portion of rice too!!" Obvoiusly, that isn't a compliment to tell you that you actually good in appreciating food. To try to comfort me, he said again:" it's oklah, you go work out at the gym what!" So, I guess now I know why I have not been losing much weight......

But when looking at all the yummy food out there, how can I resist??!!